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I live in Australia, my ancestry is in Cornwall. a Celt. a hedgewitch of sorts. I am an Earth Healer. I wear upcycled clothes, patchouli oil and Redback boots. A gypsy. An eccentric. a mystic. I am a searcher, a seeker, a pilgrim on Earth. I serve my guests, tea from an old silver teapot. I love Vervain, yarrow, chamomile & mint. I love to dream, to walk and to wonder

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June 13, 2006

in a state, indeed

dear friends - well I have myself in an absolute state of anxiety. You see, my yearly oncology checkup is this Friday and as usual, the week preceding my checkup I become - well not quite normal.
I forget things, drop things and have constant panic attacks...breathe, breathe, breathe I keep telling myself. You will be fine, I keep telling myself. of course I will but I am scared.
I know I am past the five year mark this year, but it still doesnt lessen the fear of recurrence.
so if I don't visit much this week, once again I am sorry.

7 Comments:

Blogger mrspao said...

Sending you a great big hug.

6:37 pm  
Blogger gena said...

I am praying for you Robyn,keep well and take all the time you need.xxx

6:53 pm  
Blogger Alice said...

Dear Robyn - I'll be thinking of you and praying for you. Even though you tell yourself everything wiil be fine, it's understandable that you are apprehensive.

Have faith dear that God will look after you.

7:38 pm  
Blogger Peggy said...

prayers going up for you my friend and Miss Diva has a little something heading your way to cheer you up and give you courage. She also sends you hugs and kisses.

9:57 pm  
Blogger Kali said...

Dear Robyn ~ It is so understandable what you are going through and feeling...You will be in my thoughts and prayers...
Hugs to you dear friend. xoxo

9:58 pm  
Blogger Carol said...

Fingers crossed that every thing will be fine! I'm sending you a box full of positive thoughts so that you can relax! Hugs xox

6:51 pm  
Blogger pepektheassassin said...

Hi Robyn. Better late than never. Do you read posts that are a month old? Anyhow, just to let you know, I am 28 years past the five-year celebration.

My advice? Celebrate. Celebrate every day, for the next 28 years, and then, keep celebrating! :)

11:38 am  

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